The Eyes Never Change
A Simple Woman's Journey from Madness to Love and Compassion by Finding God
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Journal entry: February 3, 2015
We have seasons because nature keeps getting a second chance. I've been giving a second chance. It feels as though I suffered, died, and went through the gates of heaven, only to be put back in my body to share this experience. At first I thought they were the eyes of Angel's but now I know that through my son's eyes I saw Jesus and through my husband's eyes God! Trumpets sound beautiful in heaven. I was astonished! You can say this is a chemical imbalance but it's the imbalance that levels the scales, the weight is the same on either side making the physicality weightless. Simple physics explains ourselves. Because a vacuum is created, the first door you go through won't close securely until the next door is opened, only then will the first door close tightly. In order to find closure of your past you need to open up your future. Walk through a new beginning. Like the seasons.
Journal entry: February 4, 2015
How to get to Heaven for dummies
This is not an insult, all our senses need to stop. Our mind becomes still. Once we are still we transcend into euphoria, the sheer excitement of this state will bring us pure joy. You may giggle. Jesus is on your left. God will be on your right. The joy will begin to come in frequencies, like waves and then begin to vibrate. The vibrating becomes intense. At this point I was put back in my body. I can only assume that we explode into stars and then ascend into the heavens. We were made after God's likeness so I believe we'll have faces and bodies but we'll be as one, there will be a sense of wholeness, an omnipresence.
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About the Book
This book may be small, but its message is great. This short compilation of journals, poetry, and recollections reveals the gradual unfolding of a woman’s faith by taking the reader from the dark side of mental illness to a place where God’s love becomes the only reality worth believing in. Hopefully, after reading these passages, one will discover the light that emanates from within—where God lives.
About the Author
The author grew up in a small New England town in a lower-middle-income family of five children, where she ranked number three. She was extremely shy as a child, which made her high school and college years difficult. After teaching herself guitar in seventh grade, music would become one of her saving graces throughout her life, though she seldom played in front of an audience. After receiving her degree in graphic design, she went on to work as a freelancer for ad agencies and other artists. Eventually, she became her own boss with her own clients. She and her husband had their first child the same year they built their home. The author redesigned and drew up new house plans and played an important role in overseeing the construction of their property, along with caring for their son. Life went on fairly normally until the birth of their daughter in 1992. The next twenty-two years would be challenging for both her and her husband. These would be years of trying to raise a family and maintain a stable environment while coping with the continuous fallout from a serious mental illness.