My 20 Miracle Prayers For a Wife

Now I have a question Kay, but this time it is for the Lord. So, tell me Lord, “I know you want us to love You, and we do, but does our physical bodies not need a physical mate as it was not good for Adam to be alone? Genesis 2:18. What good is Love in your heart, if there’s no one to give it all to? Does love not need a recipient to love and lavish on? And how can we receive Love if there’s never someone in our lives who longs to shower love on us? Isn’t that why You created us humans so You would have a recipient to love on and return it back on You? And if a single person has no one, than how can they enjoy Your greatest gift of all; Love? You want us to be like You, and your closest children long to do exactly that; but yet we sit dormant year after year still waiting on love to come. How much glory could You receive if your loving children got together in a loving marriage? Isn’t that why You created the marriage institution? Tell me Lord; is it our turn to move? Are You all done setting us up? Please send me such a woman I can lavish all my love on Lord and Your glory will increase. Someone who has been storing up all her Love in her hearts for years holding it back for that special soulmate? Father what good is Your greatest gift, if even your own children can’t share in this love? Dream-Giver, you started this dream of romance in me to answer and complete Kay’s dream of sweet love in a man; now I asked You please complete it. Let me finish this dream You started 16 years ago with the one You have chosen for me. I have so much of Your Love inside of me Lord; I need a godly outlet to lavish all my love on.”


All those trips to the Bahamas and St Thomas Island and Cay “something” beach, while feeling all that warm white sand on my toes and under my feet and seeing all those clear blue/teal waters and the gentle waves lapping softly on the shoreline; an earthly paradise to be sure. I remember seeing you coming into the white sandy island on the small boat standing in line on shore as I looked over and you waved at me and I waved back. Unfortunately I was in line to leave the island and so we missed our connection again. If only we could have met and made our love connection in such a heavenly place. Romance could have blossomed into bliss and we could have today celebrated our 15 wedding anniversary by now. You made the right call, Kay; what a beautiful place to meet your heart and fall in love and spark our souls into overdrive. It was my fault we missed; I never should have believed the enemy’s lie about being worthless. Yet even in those beautiful tropical sunny teal/blue waters, places I long for and love to be there more than any other place on Earth, yet I could not be happy as I walked around on the warm white sand all by myself. That’s when I decided to leave the Island as loneliness got the better of me only to see you finally coming in and waving at me in line. My heart was so close to God’s choice and yet our souls never touched and embraced as I still remember missing you on that beach. Vacations were made for being with the one you love so we can see the love beaming from our heart’s face. This is where I get my happiness from. I have become a servant in my last few years, and a servant’s heart is only happy when he’s serving someone. And who better than your true heart custom designed and hand-picked by God Himself. But I have no one to love Kay; no one to make happy. I have no one to massage or make laugh and share all that laughter with and see a smile on her face generated by my efforts. To know in my heart I had something to do with her happy heart shining through her face in her smile. Did you know Kay a smile is the face of your heart letting others know at any time just how your heart is doing? As the eye is the light of the body, so also is a smile the face of your heart. And even though I can’t fall in love until we spend time together, I have to believe that my God made the right choice for me back in 2007 in my dad’s man cave watching your DVD. In a marriage two hearts become one. On my Bucket List I still only have one thing listed on it; oneness in a loving marriage. A marriage is where two souls melt together in one loving union of two souls sharing the same heart. Do you see how earthly money has so little value next to the holiness of Love? Earthly money buys earthly things, but the real prize is God’s love-oneness. Earthly things were only designed to enhance the marriage of oneness. But the world has it all backwards, where their happiness flows from how many things they can acquire rather than how much of God’s love we can lavish on others. Maybe that’s why I gave so much of my money away and parted with it so easily in troubled times in exchange for God’s peace with greedy customers who loved it so much. And if we could have that love, rich or poor it just doesn’t matter as earthly money isn’t what makes us romantic hearts happy. As much as we all need a certain amount of it to get through this life God is testing us in, yet even the billionaires can’t buy love. Every young heart still wants love, until they can’t find it in a mate, then typically in their 40s they settle for things that money can buy as a sad plan B, or their last hope cheap substitute to take the place of unfulfilled love. Being one in a heart of Love is the only value this empty-loveless world has to offer; and I still want it. As you sang in your crying for love song, so now I am crying the same message; Please Come. Cause Hope’s Alive.